Sick

Today..
i didnt went to college...
actually i forgot that there was class at 8am...
but, when i wake up...
my head is spinning....

Yesterday,before i sleep..
i cry to bed....
i really wish to not cry anymore....
why?
i just want a simply love life....

so.
after i woke, its already 12.30pm
i have to go back college for meeting...

after meeting, i straight went back home..
then night i will go new world park with Eva and friends..
my first time to Danzity..
i wish to take class there..xp

Is it better to be single?
NO...
im afraid of loneliness...
i dont like to be alone..
Moreover, i love her more then others..

Now, my heart is so hurt
because of the thing she told me not long ago...

Oh god..
plz give me back my Happiness...