too much.....of what?

it seem that im have too much of thinking...
its all the negative side...
why it should be like this?
and if its like this...
i have to accept...
but i just cant let it gone just like that....
im very hurt....i just cant accept the truth..
i keep telling myself that its nothing to be sad of...
because it is not worth for me to be sad...
i can find a new one...in just a short while...
but i just cant let go of hiM.....
i just wish that i could see him and just stick with him...
but i thinks its impossible now...
we have less contact now and i think i have saw him taking his partner out..
i dont know whether its him or not but i just dont want to think about it...
i keep telling myself i've saw the wrong people...

we use to hang out together...
sms throughout the day...
joking around...
but now...
he is gone far away from me....
i just cant imagine what i will feel if i saw him with his partner....
maybe.......

my friends all advise me to forget about him...
but i cry when i think of him before i went to sleep...
im so stupid...
i should not like him at the first place...
why...why it must be him...

now i have nobody....
im alone....
i wish that somebody will help me forget about hIm...
because i know that we are impossible...
impossible to be together....
although i know he still likes me...
but he still choose his partner....