i surrender....

i surrender...
i really dont know what had happen...
is it too fast?
did it really happen too fast??
i cant take it anymore..
i surrender...
i surrender...

i dont want to have anymore problem happen
and effect our friendship...
i wanted the life before...
i want our fiendshiP to be like las time...
i dont want anythings to happen again..
i wanted to be like last timeee.....

oh my dearest god...
is this a test??
is this a test that wanted me to be strong??
if so i really wanted to be stopped..
i want a simple life...
im willing to do anythings else but not this..
im hoping to have a good life in college...
not a complicated life....
not a life that full of pressure...
not because of study...its because of LOVE...

i dont want to be control by others...
i wanted to find my way out of this miserable disaster....