Today..

Today...
kinn didnt went to saloon again...
went to my house and get my salary from my aunt...
damn it...
its only rm1100.....
Just give my mum rm100...
now i left rm1000...
have to pay at least rm 300 for the service...
have to pay rm 300 for the saman.....arghhhh!

haiz....
i cant buy my handphone...
i really really sad...
they say wanted go gurney...
after want to go fetch them...
they only tell me they didnt go gurney already...
already driving the car to destination but suddenly cut off...
and im in a bad mood...
fine....
i went out alone....

smsing with xian...
tell her that i was alone...
she ask me to go frutie bar...
but in the end, we met at queensbay..
but at first, went to lets dance studio to interview...
haix...
i get the wrong info...
have to tell my group member..TT

well...
alone...
really bored...
didnt recieve any sms from hub..
so i didnt sms her....
on the way to queensbay...
only i receive message from hub...
we start to quarell again...
crying to queensbay...
felt so helpless.....

thats fine...
wish to feel more better after reaching queensbay..
but i still cant keep off my head...
meet xian..
we went to buy things to eat...
but she only buy ice cream...=='
we talk many things too...
i thought that we cant communicate well..
but actually its really nice meeting her...

after ning finished work...
went to fetch kinn, dodoko, joey and ray...
feel very unhappy before reahing martini....
now..
im still at martini..
with them...
they are playing...
im using ray's laptop...
writing this blog...
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lame....
TT

No idea...

hmm....

now im jobless...

but i have lots of functions coming...

especially new year's eve...

rm800...

but have to do lots of practise...

aikxx

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yesterday...

went to martini with hub and friends..

hub's ex came to meet her...

to talk about business...

well..

she is pretty...

thats why hub love her so much in the past...hehe...

we have lots of fun yesterday..

singing, fooling around...

especially with dodopig...=='

went back today after class...

cant overnite at hun's house.

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i receive a call from star publication last 2 weeks...

they request me to perform for an event at Autocity on dec 5..

wow...

im very happy actually...

they do pay me...

altough its not that high, but i just wanna gain experience...

but the problem is..

i dont know how to go there....==''

hub have class so she cant acc me...

i have to find transport immediately....

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next week is talent night..

have to prepare for the competitions...

singing+ dancing...

aikxx..

1st time...

hope i can do well...

wish me luck...

have to go practise now....

xp

Exhausted

in this period of working time..

and also study time..

i really really damn tired...

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well..

yesterday was my last day at Traders Hotel..

it was quite fun at there actually..

get to know new friends...

staff there..

Wendy, Vennessa, Eja, Puma and also Abu..

they all treat me very good there..

we talk lame things everyday...

especially wendy..

she so sayang me...haha...

kinda miss them...

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today im working at evergreen hotel...

only today...

then tomorrow...

IM FREE.....

WUHOOOO...

i can sleep..

i can go out....

i can rest...

kinda happy...

but i can only rest awhile...

and i having to work again.....

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sigh...

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well..

2012..its really true??

i just received a text message from my friends...

its actually a fowarded message...

it like this..it sin chinese..i translate it to english

'2012 is going to be the end of the world..

because there will be meteor hiting the world..

it will be the end of the world..

so now, we advise all people around the world..

enjoy as much as you can...

need not to work hard,

need not to study hard..as it give a headache..

appreciate the people you love much...

be a good son or daughther..

those who are not in relationship, quickly confess to the person you love...

The End of The World is around the corner...

so what to be afraid of?

those who already in relationship,

quickly get married...

those already who married, work hard to be a more better person...

Those who just have son or daughther..congrats...

before The End of The World, hope that you have a enjoyable life.....

*Happy The end of The World*"

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well..

i received this not long ago...

i felt so weird..

but i just ignore it...

whether it is true or not..

i dont care.

we deserve to get this punishment....

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i just want to do what i like...

achive my goal....

be a successful person...

if it is possible.....

Not perfect

Just read Khai ling's blog...

my friend..

be tough...

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i agree in her second's blog....

and also the comment given..

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yeah...

nobody's perfect..

no one...

not in this world...

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Appreciate someone we love...

we just too care because we scare we will lose that person we love so much...

we care because we love you..

we only want you to love us back like we love you...

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Appreciatition never been done..

after only we lose a person...

then only we know that we do not appreciate...

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Im asking people to be tough...

but myself?

am i?

did i deserve to advise people?

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i just keep telling myself...

be tough..

whatever happen..

i still have myself to trust...

i stil have myself to win back all my priority...

and get back what i supposed to get..

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only i can help myself...

NO ONe...

NO..

No one can ever stop me from winning...

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to my friends...
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i updated my blog...
but all my link had disappear....
so if that you visit my blog...
plz do leave your blog's url for me....
thank ya....
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i can only remember some of the blog....
thx for you coorperation.....
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Future Plan

i thought that im finishing my contract on the 27th of november..
but im finishing at the 14th of november...
im acpecting my salary of rm2000...
but now i have only rm1200...

well...
its a good news and also a bad news for me....
good news is i can rest and concentrate on my studies....
i also can continue my dancing.....
becaise i havent dance for so long,
the 'flesh' on my body is getting more and more...
i havent dance for so long...
i also can hang out with my friends...**yeepee**
and also with my hubby....

the bad news is that..
as what i say...
i have less salary...
if i dont work...
i dont have any money for myself...
as my parents have already stop giving me allowance...
my hubby always help me..
she will pay for my meals..
and sometimes pay for my petrol...

i cant use my car for this time...
as some problem occured..
im in such a headache...
driving motor under heavy rain...
whole body wet and ends up with a cold...
driving motor to work...
or sometimes my huby fetch me...
usually i drive motor...
bring lots of stuff...
im really scared of driving motor...
especially when im bring a laptop.....
but what can i do...
thats only my transport...
i should be thankful....

well...
i believe...
that someday...
i will be a successful person...
i just need to continue my independents...
earn money for my future plan.....
my future plan is quite big..
and i hope i do succeed it....
once and for all...
i really hope...

hubby...
whatever we have plan and promise to each other...
i believe...
it will accomplish...
please do believe in me...
as we stay longer in our relationship....

Work+ study= TIRED

well..
i have start a new contract in traders hotel for 1 month....
first i was only replacing my aunts daugther...
but in a sudden, it become 1 month without telling me....
i was so mad....

its worser than tanjung bungah hotel....
i have to pay for the parking...damn it...
first time i thought after work i no need to pay for the parking...
but when i show the ticket that have been chop by the staff...
i have to pay rm16!!!
WTF...
i have only rm13 in my wallet...
and i told them im the singer in lobby lounge...
but the manager called and say that singer CANT park or else have to pay...
what the hell was that???
my aunt has free parking and i have to pay??
f*ck!
so...
they 'discount' for me...
i pay rm10....juz only to park....

my aunt told me to park opposite traders hotel....
and i have to pay rm3 EVERYDAY!!
waste my money...
waste my time...
waste my energy....
waste my petrol.........!
damn!

Beside that.....
it is damn tiring work there....
start there at 8pm and ends at 8.45pm...
45 minutes and we will have 30 minutes break time....
2nd set wan 9.15pm to 10.15pm...
sing for 1 hours and we only have 15 minutes break time.....
same goes to the 3rd and 4th sets...till 12.45pm.....
we will start on time....
and i really mean ON TIME...
i just sit down and drink a few mouths of water and we will have to start work again....
as if we were madec of steel!!

**i really dont understand why they treat us singers like shit.....
all hotels are the same.....
we singer also have priority.... **

PLUS....
i have to study the next day..
i was so tired..and i didnt have enough sleep...
i have to drive all the way back home after work..
and almost get accident because too sleepy...
and my singing partner dont understand my situation...
i know im still a begginer and i dont have lots of songs by now....
please dont force me to do things i dont like.....
im just a student....
i need rest too.....

i have lots of important assignments coming soon.,.
and i hope i can accomplish it perfectly.....

and i hope i can do well in this time...

P/S: to all my friends...sorry for didnt contact you all for a long time...
i will hang out with you all when i have free time...