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aiyoo....

my 2nd time to MOIS

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this is the second time im goin to MOIS...

it is because my friend are having birthday party at MOis..

he invited all of his friends, his friend's friends....

that time we arrive early and half of my classmate also going to MOIS..

so i have to join the sexy dance competiton...

that time i was so nervous...

it wan my first time....

before i join the dance...i have drink a bottle of beer..

and a glass of thick whisky...
OMGG....

it felts so... yikess...

so i felt bit dizzy and lucky im not drunk...
before the competiton.. we have alreade dance and dance...s

ome of them also drunked and cant even woke up...(haha)

so they cant see my dance...T.T

im so happy that all my friend have gone there to support me...

even my last time house mate and TAR studrnt support me...

before that...

we dance at the dance floor with many dance...

shuffle-wei li(birthday boy)

breakdance- doraemon

sexy dance- me n my friends...xp

we totally crazy and some even dance with strangers..

a stranger also dances with me....

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during the dance..

whoaaa...

they were really good than i thought...

very very sexy dance....

haha...

altough i didnt get...

but i really happy people do cheer for me...

i get a bottle of champaign and i gv it to them to enjoy...

after that i sit the whole nite because im exhausted..

haha....

after thet we took some pictures.....

NICK AND ME

haha..jiun wei n doraemon

haha...u c tthey drunk.....

after that we went home..

hong xue vomit the whole place...==

hehe....

My first experince to Clubbin.

its was my 2nd week i gt my car and i have said 2 my slef long time ago...

tat is...

i will go and experience clubbing when i got my own car...

and im very eager to go to Clubbin...

so the 1st time i went with my cousin and a boy..

my fren ask me to join the sexy dance competition.

but i arrive late that why i didnt join...

we arrive at MOIS at 11.30 at we went in...

whaoo...it is full of people...so crowded....so smoky...and noisy...

we went in and we didnt drink any beer coz we arrive late n we dun bring much money...

first time..my freinds brought me to the dance floor and we started to dance...

wow....that feeling is very fun..

i actually forgot all my problem and all i wanna do is dance....

dance dance dance all noght long....

i felt so free that i wish its like that for that moment...

after a few hours we went out coz they say have check..

my friend are under 18 so we come out early...

after awhile we went home...

whaoo..i felt so dizzy after came out from the club...

so dizzy...

the next day i felt really headache that i coulnt listen to waht teacher tought....

this is the 1st time me n my cousin went to MOis...

we really have fun that time,...

but that time i have 2 go back early because my mum are finding me...

and i reach home at 3am...

that time my body are all the smell of the smoke...............

New Life for me...

what past have past..
what have gone have gone...
as they said in chinese,
the old one didnt go, the new one will not come...
so i have decided to give up d old one...
i have suffer alot for him..
i cant take it anymore...

but its all changed..
i have a new life...
i will appreciate it....
i have change my love...
i will forget my passsss............

I love my life now....
i love him....
i love hiM......

Its been a hard day...

Its been a hard day.. but i've actually have live through it...
i have live single for few monts..
all my friends dont believe im single now but i am..



i am hoping for new hope...
i think its getting closer to me.....
xp

too much.....of what?

it seem that im have too much of thinking...
its all the negative side...
why it should be like this?
and if its like this...
i have to accept...
but i just cant let it gone just like that....
im very hurt....i just cant accept the truth..
i keep telling myself that its nothing to be sad of...
because it is not worth for me to be sad...
i can find a new one...in just a short while...
but i just cant let go of hiM.....
i just wish that i could see him and just stick with him...
but i thinks its impossible now...
we have less contact now and i think i have saw him taking his partner out..
i dont know whether its him or not but i just dont want to think about it...
i keep telling myself i've saw the wrong people...

we use to hang out together...
sms throughout the day...
joking around...
but now...
he is gone far away from me....
i just cant imagine what i will feel if i saw him with his partner....
maybe.......

my friends all advise me to forget about him...
but i cry when i think of him before i went to sleep...
im so stupid...
i should not like him at the first place...
why...why it must be him...

now i have nobody....
im alone....
i wish that somebody will help me forget about hIm...
because i know that we are impossible...
impossible to be together....
although i know he still likes me...
but he still choose his partner....

T.T

he have girlfriend already...

i should be happy shouldnt i??
bt y after i heard it...
i felt so sad....
and i refresh all my memory with him...

who i love??
who i love actually??
oh goD.....
im goin 2 be mad...

i've gone crazy...
i shouldnt be so flower hearted...
i cant be toghther with the person i love....
2 also cant.,....
y??
y??
y cant.....
i want love...
i need someboDy....

T.T