Yes, it's now MCO phase 3! I could not believe how time passes so fast, and I could not believed I've been lock down at HOME for more than a month.
It's been great working at home, but not so great when your laptop is dead and sharing laptop instead. It's not really convenient working at home, with no proper desk and makes us very sluggish and not productive.
Good thing that I've picked up some basic cooking skills, just few types of soups and fry vegetable. Working out almost every night plus one cheat day (to comfort myself but end up feeling guilty!).
My depression attacked me while I'm having my menstruation, making me lack of confident and making me feel like I'm wasting my time everyday at home.
I'm trying to think of some ideas to occupy my time but it just doesn't work, which makes me even more disappointed.
We as a travel agency have been affected badly including the tourism. No one can travel, few countries has been locked down, flight is not operating, etc... Business is getting very bad and people are getting anxious. SARS happened more than 10 years ago, but COVID19 is the worst. Million people died and the numbers are increasing. Malaysia is affected because of the group of people who are stubborn and passes the disease everywhere!
Fortunately, I'm working in a very well organised and stable Travel company, which provides very good benefits to staffs.
One thing that affect me the most, is the online training/webinars that is been giving to us NONSTOP, and expecting us to finish it in such short time. It's good to pick up some knowledge to brush up skills during pandemic times, but one after another with deadlines - this is forced learning. When it comes to forced learning, it becomes a burden. While operators is handling customers, while we have to study other regulations, while we need to brainstorm for upcoming agendas, these e-learning is making me stressed out. Not one, not two, but total of around 60-70 modules + webinars with deadline. To be frank, non of this knowledge goes into my mind, except for ticketing training which requires more focus and practices.
Customer is chasing for refunds, cancellation, changes, rules changes everyday. Bosses is asking for sales, updates, ideas, meetings. So our pay is getting cut by this month, income is lesser and burden gets heavier.
Depression attacked me bad yesterday, and I locked myself and cried in the room for 2 times. Because I don't understand what am I doing everyday except pleasing everybody. It felt better afterwards and ended up working out for 2 hours.
It come back again when I started my work, where messages is coming in non-stop, and traumatise when phone is ringing. I have no interest in anything and I don't feel motivated at all.
I'm sure that I am one of those who suffered from this because they are at home too long.
If happens that anyone is reading this blog and going thru the same thing, I hope that we can go thru this together. Many noises in my head and it really drives me crazy sometime.
Wednesday, April 15, 2020
Wednesday, March 18, 2020
19.03.2020 Chaotic Covid19
This is my 2nd day of working from home, and I never felt such bored before. Although I'm still working, but working desk on bed doesn't sound productive to me. I always find my way out of house if needed for me to work because I know working from home is a big 'NO NO' to me.
But this time is exceptional. Movement Control Order is implemented to stop the virus.
Oh Lord please make this stop. Malaysia has gone up from 100+ to 400+ new cases in just one day, and it's 790 cases as of today! People are still going out, gather and chilling out like nothing happen. People coming home as if its a 2 weeks long holiday while bringing the virus along.
It's the 2nd day already, the Policemen took action by having roadblocks, patrolling around to ensure no one is having their sweet holiday outside of their house!
While cases are in need to be controlled, some Malaysian still take this very lightly.
While China is already ZERO case reported as of today. Well done China!
I am so desperate to travel since it was a busy year for me last year. So I supposed to travel on May, but it seems very low percentage of me going, unless everything can be recovered within a month (which is impossible).
I am still trying to brush up my English and trying my best if I can write good article while being quarantine at home for this two weeks. Cracking my head to write something interesting, and nothing cringe when I'm turning to my 30s this year!!
Malaysian, let's face this together and fight hard! We can do this!
But this time is exceptional. Movement Control Order is implemented to stop the virus.
Oh Lord please make this stop. Malaysia has gone up from 100+ to 400+ new cases in just one day, and it's 790 cases as of today! People are still going out, gather and chilling out like nothing happen. People coming home as if its a 2 weeks long holiday while bringing the virus along.
It's the 2nd day already, the Policemen took action by having roadblocks, patrolling around to ensure no one is having their sweet holiday outside of their house!
While cases are in need to be controlled, some Malaysian still take this very lightly.
While China is already ZERO case reported as of today. Well done China!
I am so desperate to travel since it was a busy year for me last year. So I supposed to travel on May, but it seems very low percentage of me going, unless everything can be recovered within a month (which is impossible).
I am still trying to brush up my English and trying my best if I can write good article while being quarantine at home for this two weeks. Cracking my head to write something interesting, and nothing cringe when I'm turning to my 30s this year!!
Malaysian, let's face this together and fight hard! We can do this!
Thursday, July 5, 2018
Sunday, January 1, 2017
Happy 2.0.1.7!
Happy happy New Year 2017!!
Time passes so fast and it's already a new year.
I was performing at Gurney Plaza with my band(AcidicBunch), and it was a CRAZY night!
It's packed and the crowd was AMAZING!
All our friends came to support us that night too.
It's was a magical night, and I'm really happy with last night's performance.
We had the best sound system and I enjoyed a lot!
Wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Leave bad memories behind and walk forward to a better year!
Margaret
Tuesday, December 6, 2016
Amazing
It's amazing how people's life change every time.
Whats on my mind now?
I just feel like there is so many things for me to explore.
Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a cave where I can only see what's around me.
I do get jealous when people travel.
Most of the time its because i have no $$, but yet I really wish I could.
Ever since I work here(if you know), I've seen a lot.
I changed a lot.
I wanted more wisdom.
Not from reading, but from exploring.
I wanted more recognition, so I started look into courses to get a cert.
Because I regretted for not finishing my study.
My confidence only build when I'm singing, but not while working.
I have no creativity, I'm afraid to express my Idea because I'm afraid of being rejected.
But I do felt happy because of what I am now.
Trying to be better.
Trying to be independent.
Trying not to rely on people.
Trying to have recognition.
Trying to be SUCCESSFUL.
I know it's hard for me.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
It's like starting from zero again.
I do wish people can support me and not letting me down.
Ever since I work here(if you know), I've seen a lot.
I changed a lot.
I wanted more wisdom.
Not from reading, but from exploring.
I wanted more recognition, so I started look into courses to get a cert.
Because I regretted for not finishing my study.
My confidence only build when I'm singing, but not while working.
I have no creativity, I'm afraid to express my Idea because I'm afraid of being rejected.
But I do felt happy because of what I am now.
Trying to be better.
Trying to be independent.
Trying not to rely on people.
Trying to have recognition.
Trying to be SUCCESSFUL.
I know it's hard for me.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
It's like starting from zero again.
I do wish people can support me and not letting me down.
Margaret
Thursday, March 3, 2016
Faith, love, Hope
It's been 4 years as a Christian, and I never feel left out by HIM in any circumstances.
I never has such great feeling for life since I was young, and how HE had change my life since then.
Ever since I'm believed in HIM, HE gave me:
-A blessed life
-A wonderful partner
-Different perspectives in life
-Faith in HIM
-Accomplished mission
- a happier me
-lots of blessings!
and many more !
And I do know, sometimes he will gave me task to go thru.
But all of those task, is to make a better me.
He often remind me to be a great prophets, a person who inspire, and a great follower.
Sometimes I failed to do so, and he gave me chances.
Thank you Lord for changing my life.
There is no word I can describe how grateful am I now.
Learn to LOVE rather than hate
and to GIVE rather than take.
The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’There is no commandment greater than these.”
-Mark 12:31
AMEN.
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| Photo credit to Tay Yi Lin |
Wednesday, January 27, 2016
Christmas Performance in City Stars Church
I am very blessed to able to sing for my church for many years during the very special days.
And same to 2015, I am asked to sing after the church drama as a part 1 ending.
Song Title: 进入你爱理
Into Your Love
Video can be watch here:-
Thank you Lord for the Wonderful gift.
Margaret
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Support home grown local musician!
My partner,
Alwyn Wan , besides a great drummer, he is recently working on his project by composing few songs,
Alwyn Wan , besides a great drummer, he is recently working on his project by composing few songs,
He is now into a thing call the "Maschine", which a devise which effortlessly produce beats, melodies, and harmonies with powerful drum synths, premium sounds, an integrated sampler, and more – cutting-edge software meets intuitive hardware for ultra-smooth workflow.
He is inspired by one of the DJ from France, and from then he is into the Maschine and produced music which he can played.
This is his song preview, and more will be out soon!
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He is inspired by one of the DJ from France, and from then he is into the Maschine and produced music which he can played.
This is his song preview, and more will be out soon!
Facebook page: Alwyn Wan
Margaret
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Acidic Bunch- Penang(Malaysia) Musicians
Acidic Bunch.
If you have seen my previous post, I do wrote about AB(Acidic Bunch) before, but a short one.
AB is a band where I've joined 5 years ago. They discovered me while one of my keyboardist was playing a gig for a annual dinner.
AB had thought me a lot.
From a sequencer, to a live band's vocalist.
And I started from very shaky, non-confident vocalist. And today, many people says that I improved a lot!
Here's about Acidic Bunch:
Short Bio:
Acidic Bunch is a high-energy 6 piece band. Our music is a unique blend of different music styles, periods & genres with live instruments backing multi-lingual singers.
Our customers include:
- Hard Rock Hotel,
- Hard Rock Cafe,
- G Hotel,
- Golden Sands Hotel,
- Soju Club,
- Finnagen's Irish Pub & Restaurant,
- DKSH, DELL,
- Zhulian Thailand,
- Ministry of Youth & Sports,
- Hitachi,
- Kerrys,
- PSDC,
- EuroDeli,
- Canon Malaysia,
- Smart Modular Technologies,
- Nippon Express,
- Schlumberger,
- Macalister Mansion,
- E & O Hotel,
- Penang Turf Club,
- The Library Straits at Quay,
- Hwang-DBS,
- FLUKE (South East Asia),
- Reggae Mansion,
- Hanson Heildelberg-Cement,
- Jenway Technology,
- The Canteen at China House,
- Mr. & Mrs. Maison De Mariee Bridal,
- Reckitt Benckisser (RB),
- The Bank Penang,
- Chulia Court,
- Five27,
- Ben's Gurney Paragon,
- REHDA Penang,
- Berlin's Bier Houz,
- Gurney Plaza
- Talk Talk Wine Bar & Lounge.
Genre:
Rock, Pop, Hits, Oldies, Hip Hop, R&B, Blues, Latin & Dance.
Acidic Bunch Members:-
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| Wan: Male Vocalist/Frontliner |
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| Margaret FuiLee: Female Vocalist/Frontliner |
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| Aaron: Guitarist |
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| CC: Bass Guitar |
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| EZ: Keyboardist |
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| Alwyn: Drummer |
Besides that, AB do also have an acoustic session where thay called the "Acoustic Bunch"
Acoustic Bunch are usually Wan and Aaron duo.
The places they played will be at
-The Canteen at China House
-The Big Fat Hen
-Eurodeli Gurney Plaza
-Segafredo, Belisa Row
Acidic Bunch also have many regulars who supported us every time
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| Graduation night at The Library Strait Quay |
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| Graduation night at The Library Strait Quay |
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| Graduation night at The Library Strait Quay |
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| The Canteen at China House. |
Acidic Bunch has become stronger and better each year.
We are a friendship band, therefore Acidic Bunch is not complete without each other.
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| Wedding Function |
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| Wedding Function at E&O hotel |
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| Annual Dinner at Olive Tree Hotel |
For more information, you can visit Acidic Bunch's page:-
Facebook:-
Instagram:
@acidicbunch_official
Inquiries:
Bookings & reservations are available for private, corporate & wedding functions, club & pub gigs, NY countdown parties, Oktoberfest and music festivals.
Cheers!
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
The Indie Album Launch 2015-VIDEO
To those who missed the party at KUALA LUMPUR last week,
here is a short video of whats happening on that night!
Enjoy >>
video from: The Indie Album Launch 2015
Margaret
Friday, November 13, 2015
Indie Club Album Launch
It's happening again!
The Indie club album launch is happening at Kuala Lumpur tonight(13 Nov 2015) and tomorrow night(14 November 2015)
Join them and taste the local indie music!
There will be 3 groups:
1. Daniel C
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| Photos from Daniel C's Facebook page |
Daniel C (also known also Daniel Chan) is a very talented singer song writer from Penang. A very pop and country style genre which suit many people's music taste.
Some of the radio listener might have voted him at Hitz.FM Malaysian English Top 10 and he is reigning the charts for about a month when he debuted his single, ‘If I Could’
He will be performing his originals alongside The Mætheads (Reuben on keyboard, Jay Sern on bass and Jordan on drums).
You can also find his music at iTunes if you wish to listen to his music.
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| Photos from Daniel C's Facebook page |
Daniel C's Facebook page: Daniel C.
2. Kien Lim Duo
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| (Photos from Kien Lim's Facebook page) (from left) Kien Lim(Singer song writer+ lead guitar), Jordon Scully(drummer) |
Kien Lim Duo is a terror mix of blues and grunge. Also includes the genre of: Folk,Rock,Blues,Alternative,Country
The duo consists of Kien Lim (singer songwriter and guitarist) and Jordan Scully (drummer).
You must listen to one of his song, which is also one of my favorite song called Demon's Door.
Mixture of Rock and Folk Rock, plus his not so innocent lyrics, and powerful, dreamy vocals, take one on a mesmerizing trip to unexpected places.
You can find his songs here
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| (Photos from Kien Lim's Facebook page) Kien Lim's Tshirt and CDs is on sale!! |
Kien Lim Duo Facebook Page:Kien Lim Duo
Twitter: Kien Lim
Last but not least....
3.The Color Noise
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| (Photos from The Color Noise's Facebook Page )(from left) Jasmon(bass), Reuben(keyboard), Daryl(led singer +lead guitar) Alwyn(drummer) |
A very power packed band named The Color Noise, led by Daryl Felix, the singer songwriter is backed up by a good synergy of musicians namely Reuben on the keyboard, Jasmon on the bass and Alwyn on the drums. (Penangites!)
With mixture of Post-punk Revival, Disco-Punk, Indie Rock, Power Pop, New Wave, Alternative Rock, will make you go wild and dance throughout the whole night!
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| (Photos fromThe Color Noise's Facebook Page) The Color Noise- WE WILL RISE Album |
The Color Noise Facebook Page: The Color Noise
In case you would like to join, remember to dressed in your most hippies outfit!
Besides,There will be POP UP STALLS selling vintage stuff, tie-dye Tees, handmade design mugs and hippie stuff!
Article source: Shoutrageous-Wordpress
Margaret
Tuesday, November 3, 2015
My Daily Essential- Rain Soul
Today I would like to talk about this very amazing product that I found it VERY, AMAZINGLY powerful!
It was few months ago where I saw my friend is drinking a supplements, and I was very curios about that product, as I never saw this product before.
but then I didn't ask for more as we were busy for the festival, and then I forgot about it totally.
But just a month ago, I saw one of my friend in my contact posted about this product. And again, I am so curious, I actually asked her to tell me more about this product.
Went out for a coffee and she and her friend began explaining to me about this product.
It is called Rain Soul, a supplement which contain Black Cumin Seed, Black Raspberry Seed,Chardonnay Grape Seed, D-Ribose.
The nutrients in one packet is the antioxidant equivalent of 8 to 10 servings of fruit, 8 to 10 servings of vegetables and 2 to 3 servings of healthy fats. The seeds are backed by over 200 scientific research studies.
And it has 0 chemical and 0 preservatives!
| Rain Soul |
So I decided to consume Rain Soul.
One of the reason I consume Rain Soul because I fall sick easily, especially fever, and I am allergic to all PAINKILLERS, including Panadol =(
And it is a very painful and suffering time for me if I have fever.
And the 2nd reason , I have backache all the time if I sat too long in the office.
which they show me a testimonial where a stewardess injure her bone, after she been to an X-RAY and by then she only know her bone is out of place ! She need to go for check up every month.
After consuming Rain Soul, her bone actually improve and need not to go for check up anymore.
It's been a month I'm consuming Rain Soul, and I felt really good and I really love it!
My back pain reduced, less tired, and also my face improvement.
Besides taking care of our health, it helps us in our beauty too, as it has anti-aging ingredient.
After drinking, you can take the leftover to use as a mask!
And now, before my workout, I will consume a sachet to help in my stamina,and also double up the fat burning process!
*trying hard to burn my stuborn fats*
| A sachet before my morning workout |
| A sachet before my morning workout |
Rain Soul is really a great supplements for people with Illness. I am into slimming products, and I tried a lot which affect my health, or didnt work at all.
Now, I can say that HEALTH is important.
You can watch the Rain Soul video below to know more:-
For testimonials, you can click below:-
It's really an amazing and powerful product. You will regret for not trying!
Leave your email or contact(if you don't mind) on the chatbox beside my blog>
and I will contact you to tell you more info!
Or you can direct email me at margaret.wong0828@gmail.com !
Change your lifestyle now before it's too late =)
Margaret
Monday, November 2, 2015
Snap-Chatters!
Yes!
I am also part of an active Snap-Chatters!
I like to stalk people's lifestyle,(not being busybody), but I find other people's lifestyle are quite interesting!
I'll be posting most of my activities there ,
and ya- FOLLOW ME =)
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